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my mommy found me in my room on the floor. before I did this I put my ‘don’t disturb’ sign on my door but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my wrist. she picks up a note that reads something like this.
"Mom, I know I never told youu. never showed it in my face but i`ll tell youu now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned a future `cus I knew my life would end & now as I write this, youu were my only friend. I never meant to hurt youu, I never meant to break your heart just keep on living and we`ll never be apart. tell daddy that I love him. tell sis and brother to be brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose on my grave. I love youu mommy, very much and when the others cry, tell them I hated them all. each cut will tell them why I must go now mommy death is calling my name. and when youu see me dead mommy, don`t put on yourself the blame. i`m picking up the knife right now mommy these tears for youu I cry I just made the first cut mommy, I guess now i`ll say goodbye."
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up All the day long.
When awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse My name he calls
I press myself Against the wall
I try and hide From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door He's already locked it
And I start to bawl
he takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late
His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me...
a diary under the mattress
drugs beneath the bed
a body on the bedroom floor
one gunshot to the head
black clothes in the closet
depressing pictures on the wall
letters written to a special someone
begging him to call
a mother crying
a dad out of state
she was always fast asleep
when her parents came home late
all she wanted was acceptance
for someone to say they tried
each time someone abandoned her
another piece of her died
the ambulance out side her house
neighbours came to see what she'd done
she finally told the world how she felt
with the sound of daddys gun...
10 shaking fingers trace my
9 fading scars. They run over the
8 new open wounds. Within
7 minutes, I start losing my sight, and
6 times I almost blacked out.
5 more minutes and I know I’ll be gone. The
4 pillows propping me up start to fall.
3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from
2 red swollen eyes filled with tears and pain.
1 life taken, forever to be missed
